HI! Exams are overrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Bet you all are chilling out yeah? Heh heh. Hmm i just editted blog skin and ya da da but you guys know i've got a tumblr right? It's kinda addictive and i'll be updating there everyday! So i wouldnt care much bout blog, unless i've got lots of pictures! Hahaha ok um, oh ya baby and i got back together <33333333333 I hope nothing will break us again :) Some stuffs happening to me (only bb knows ^^) but with him by my side, i know everything's gonna be alright. Sigh he's out nowwwwwwwww. BB i miss you!! Come back soooooon! :( Ok school's tmr, probably getting our papers back? Good luck to everybodyyyyyyyy. There's training tmr too, whoohoo! Been eating for the past few weeks. Gonna lose some fatssss.
OH YA! Yesterday was our 7th month! 181009.
I wrote this part before my exams, prepare prepare mah! Somemore got inspirations ^^ It's kinda lengthy so if you dont wanna read also can haha. Ok here it goesssss.
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You want to know why I love you? It’s because you loved me when I didn’t love myself. It’s because you held up my beauty for me to see. It’s because you cared for me unconditionally. It’s because for the first time in my life, i didn’t have to work so hard at being happy.
(via runawaytrain)
I still remembered how we started off knowing each other ^^... I scolded you "un-gentleman" as you made Cheryl L wait for you after your NPCC. Few days later, you asked for my number. Then few days later, you tagged my blog. "Babe! Can i have your msn?" I gave, we talked. And messaged each other almost everyday :D I remembered how i used to call you Chikokokokoko. You even asked me to post bout you! You posted bout me back, with my nameeee hahha. You told me that you're in love with this girl, but you aint close to her yet. You asked advices from me. Later on that night, 170309, you talked to me on msn and talked bout the girl again. I dont know what i was doing, maybe i was playing some games and i said "Just say 'I like you la!' " You said "Ok.. Julie i want to tell you something. I like you" I felt dumb and loss of words at that point of time. Then i called vivian and regina and asked them, what to dooooo. I rejected you first. But next morning, i gave you a chance. Tadah! 180309, FULL-OF-LOVE DAY♥♥♥ I remembered how we used to call each other "My boy" and "My girl". You used to secretly use your phone to message me when you're working :> On 210309, we had our first date. We met at whitesands, i was damn damn nervous and i called vivian to talk. Then i saw you walking past, right in front of me. Haha i guess i really that small size huh! We walked in to whitesands, you even wanted to pull me into a jewelery shop ^^ Walked you to work, but you walked me back to mrt again and walked back to work yourself haha! Cute. On 230309, i told you that i wasnt over W and even hurt you with my words, sorry.. :( When people who i was close to, knew that i'm with you, they asked me to break up with you or they'll ignore me, we quarreled and dint talk to each other for months. I knew that you were different from other guys and you were worth it, so i hanged on. For the first month, i had my floorball matches against other school and all, even when we're just msging, you knew that i was upset when we lost and never failed cheered me up. On 050409, i lost my closest "brother" as he was unhappy with me for being together with you. Almost everyday after school, we'll meet each other and walk to interchange together. We always miss our buses just to spent a lil more time together and you'll always kiss my cheeks before saying goodbye :) On our first month, 180409, you gave me a red with golden ribbon box with a ring inside and a letter. On your birthday, 200409, i felt like i wasnt good enough for you. I did not even celebrate your birthday with you. All i did was to give you your present.. :( After that, we had our cold war which lasted bout 1 week. I thought i was losing you. A few days later, we were alright. There was once i had no mood and you called me up. You called me "dear" through the phone i went all hyped up! ^^ On our second month, 180509, i gave you chocolatess. We were both watching movies with our friends and wanted to watch together too, but my friends had bought the wrong timing one. On the actual day, i went over to your house. It was the first time i went in. I saw you folding aluminum roses, which you mad for me. Speaking of which, i did not take them as i left them at your house haha. It was raining and you walked me to regina's house when the rain stopped a lil. You went back with fluuuuuuu :( After that, we had our cold war again. When i had to leave for camp, i could feel how much you dint want me to go. I read your blog and i was touched to tear :') i still remembered that you told me you cried when you knew i was back home. Gosh i love you. During the month of june, alot of bad stuffs happened.. It was mostly my fault. You left me, on 160609. But came back on our 100th day, 260609. Ever since then, we held on tightly to each other. On 290609, went downtown and watched Leap years with my lappy. It was our favourite show right?!?! On 180709, went over to your house for your mum's surprise birthday party :) In the end of August and September, we were sooooooooo perfect. I can never forget the nights that i spent with you. Yet you chose to walk away, 210909.
I've been waiting for your msg/call, or for you to talk to me on msn since then. Today, today's 181009, our seventh month. We've spent almost a month without each other now, yet my love for you dint seem to fade at all. I dont know how long i'm gonna wait, but i really hope you'll come back by my side... I Love You Izwannnnnnnnn.
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Adding on : But you came back on 071009!!! I'm as happy as i can ever be! :)
