Mistakes after mistakes, you've got a hard heart and wont forgive me. I thought we'll stay strong and try to solve our problem together no matter how serious our quarreling is. You promised you wont leave me, i guess i trusted you too much. You stepped into my life and i thought it would be forever love. Flashbacks of us still will reappear everyday, there is not a day without thinking of you, your presence, your touch and your voice. Wherenever I think of them, my heart really aches, tears starts dropping down again, just when I thought I'll get over you easily, I realised you mean alot to me, a special role in my life. You've really changed and you're like a stranger to me already. Each and every relationship will be different, but ours will be etched deeply in my heart forever. Although I still love you deeply, i know you're suffering when you're with me. You're a special guy, which my love for you will increase without fail each day, even with all your imperfections. I come to know that even how much i hate your imperfections, i still am willing to let you do them cuz i love you deeply. It's a pity there's no more us anymore. Maybe you've already met someone else out there, who's much better than me. I feel hurt, very hurt, to know that you have forgotten all about us already. I might not know what the future will bring me but I know, 18032009 will be inked there and there will still be, "How are you? I miss you." It was hard, to find someone I could love wholeheartedly, and it'll take me eternity to forget about you. I know you wont be back anymore, but i cant help but wait.
18March to 16June.. 90days. And just 2 more days to our 3rd.
Take care, my dearest.. Take care of your health, dont smoke or drink too much, have your meals daily, dont be lazy abt this and that, dont stay out too late and must have sufficient sleep, be careful about your back, dont do those workouts that's bad for it, eat medicine if you're sick and drink lots of water. No matter what happens, i'll still stand by you as promised. A phone call and a msg away.
Happy 90th day, i love you, hun :)