"Fuck him so badly for causing you so much pain, making you cry non-stop. Fuck him for playing with you. Why cant you bloody find a better guy."

i dont know what the hell is wrong with me, have not eaten for three days now but i dont hungry at all. I watched horror movie just to not think of him, but i cried when the guy hugged the girl. And now, i dont know how i should be feeling. Sad? Disappointed? Cheated? Happy? damn everything.
bullshit bullshit bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(