Each time i want to see you, i'd stare at your photo thinking abt the happy times we spent together. right ice-cream ? Each time i'm desperate for your voice, i'd listen to the song you recorded. Each time i think negative, i'd replay and replay the third month video you made for me. Each time i stare at my phone for your msg, i'd go to 'my folders' and read the past sweet msges you sent me. Each time i miss you badly, i'd read the letter that you've written to me on our first month. The songs i listen to always reminds me of you as you'll always be singing at least 10 or more exact songs each time we talk on the phone.
You've been always the one there for me when I'm facing problems, feeling sad and crying over sad shows. You'd give me a call, send sweet msges or whatever you can do to be able to make me happy and laugh. But what have I done for you? Nothing perhaps, i tried being everything you wanted but i'm always failing. I'm always so useless to hurt you with all my words/actions and cant make you happy. You're always giving in to me, saying sorry and blaming everything to yourself each time we quarrel. You're a precious gem that it's one and only on earth. You'll never be replace by any other one. I realised how lucky and fortunate i'm to have you.
Could you still remember the every first attempt we had together?
The first time you tried to woo me, the first date we went on, the first hug you gave me, the first time we held hands, the first time you called me on phone, the first time you sang to me, the first time we studied together, the first time we had meals together.. and many first times. Now i cant wait to have our first photo taken together. Till now, we're still laughing at how we get to know each other and how you woo me. I still rmbr the moment when you put the ring onto my fourth finger.
I love you for who you are and i'm not gonna let your imperfections get between us anymore. I dont wanna lose you to anyone else. Each time i think negatively, my heart will feel a sharp pain and i'll have the urge to run out to meet you just to make sure you're still in your ownself and we're fine. I hope that things will stay as it is. Even tho' you're not as sweet and sincere as before, even tho' we keep arguing recently, my love for you dint change any bit. I love only you sweetest boy :)
"you're just one person to the world but to me, you're the world."
