Saturday, March 14, 2009

Why did i play along.

i told V : 'I am happy, i dont wish to let go.'

But suddenly, i felt the pain again. I want to move on, but how? I want to let go, but how? How is it possible when you're stuck in my head. I keep telling myself that for the 9 months, you've been playing with my feelings. You, not being serious, it's all just a game. Everything happens for a reason. I being with you is so that i'll know the feeling of happiness and being blessed. The way we went separate ways was just 3 mins and you're gone. Why dint i stop us from falling apart? I dont know. It's probably a good thing, of maybe it's bad. Why is it that i'm waiting when you're only playing with me? I'm stuck right here now..