i dont get it.
why others can be happy and we cant.
is it because we've spent 8 months together?
Until we cannot be as sweet as the first few months?
wahlao.
all those things you told me.
still stuck up into my head.
every second when i think of you,
just made me want you back even more.
i still remember how i used to look up to the opposite to look for you.
how i drag myself out of the bed 1h earlier just to see you.
how i rant to my friends everytime when we quarrel.
how i run after the bus to meet you after school.
how i quarreled with my mum just to be with you.
how i changed myself, for you to be happy.
a few days ago, i'm still trying to "bump" into you again.
when you're working and i'm out with friends.
Hope to see you walking out from the mrt.
that's why i accidentally go on the train to tanah merah :(
but now..? Why must all this change :'(
suck lah julie.
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i think i should be getting use to this already.
getting fooled for 3 or 4 or 5 times.
being thrown away and got back after the fucking sweet talks.
heart soft = patch = heart break.
all just bullshits i guess. you only feel that at that moment.
but after awhile? Everything changes.
take me for granted ah.
i'm like a toy for you to play.
i think what everyone said bout you is true.
Lack of communications?
because of you. always giving me cold shoulders.
the first day when you told me your grandma pass away,
i tried to cheer you up but ended up making you sad even more.
then i started to be careful and not say much stuff.
Aiya whatever k, i'm not falling for your traps anymore.
but i still love you, wahlao hate you for making me like this.
i need to get over you soon.
go away go away go away go away.
i hate you i hate you i hate you.
