So yup, decided not to go mia. and i got used to the fact that he's no coming back no matter what i do as i repeated that sentence every night before i manage to sleep. But still, my mood's unstable and all. Keep giving attitude to my mum. Sorry mum! Skipped netball, and i felt guilty about it :\ Went to brother's school with mum and sis to get his books. Then went to school to buy my school books. And there's this guy there, okay i forget everything already. But i think my mum was talking to the bookshop aunty blahblah then he suddenly say 'black face' in hokkien. -_-!!! And that made my mum curious and she started asking me questions again argh. K lah whatever. Then went simei for music lesson. After that went bedok to shop, and i was like linking everything to W? leh :( :( Well, brother's back from his camp. He havent bath or whatsoever and he jumped on his bed and snoring away. First time he's snoring! guess he's really tired. Got lappy back yay! Sunrising with Ryan! Gena, gena where are you. On the way home, mum was like telling me, we must a family day out like during the June. The family chalet.. so many mermories sigh.
Mum : Eh or you want, we go camping!
Me : Ee dont want, so ma fan.
Mum : Or family chalet again!!
Me : *W... :'( sighhhh.* Nah..
Mum : Sentosa!
Me : Actually ok lah, aiya dont want lah. Stay at home better.
Mum : Why you everything also dont want dont want. Whats wrong with you these days! *angry*
Me : ... (change subjects)
Having a family chalet will be way too torturing for me. Anyway, have been chatting with Glenn these days and he always make me smile after i rant. Had been breaking down every night since 22th. Actually is for the whole day. Glad my eyes dint sore up or anything. But they're shrinking omg. That's why i dint go for netball :\ Dint really had proper meals, dint really sleep well and all. and i've been dreaming! Yes i've been thinking this sentence every night before i sleep. 'Please let me dream of him tonight.' but i'm not Christian lah hah. But eh i really got dream of him leh! I was tearing plus smiling when i got up and my maid thought i had a nightmare hah. Today's dream was rather funny :P, he was talking to me with a very low voice. I woke up, i couldn't think of his real voice! I panicked. But managed to think of when i used to stare with him and he always say 'What!' with his evil eyes back to me hahaha. well going rollar blading with Vivian and Aaron on thursday then maybe movies after that but not sure yet, havent talk to A. Whatever it is, cant wait cant wait, i'm sure the both of them will make my day better :)
So um yah, gotta admit i miss you so very much! Maybe I'm not used to seeing your once in every minute message but I guess I'll get the hang of it.
Gosh, i forgot about my dinner :O
Heh i think i'll stop here. Will reply tags soon!
Miss you Sandy, have fun on your trip!
Miss you two too, bffs :D Lets Twilight
Eeks. My blocknose is still here T_T
Love you, W!!!