the past now, all memories

Mistakes, we all make them. Sometimes, if we're lucky, an eraser will do the trick, and we can rub it across the page, wipe away the dust, and all that's left of our careless mess is a hardly noticeable smudge. But some mistakes can't be erased. No matter how old or young we are. A pity there isn't a eraser for everything. Listening to songs filled with sadness, and describes how heartbroken one can be. Tears fell down unknowingly. In love, out of love, How much pain can love bring to someone? Feeling so helpless, Not knowing what to do. Love's cruel, Nothing's kind. See the fact, Hear the truth. Nothing but lies, Was what you gave. Having so much to say, Seeing you go hurt. Everything's just memories. They ask me to let go, Move on. I know i cant. Struggling to break free from all these heartaches, Wanting to be free. Dont wanna miss you anymore. Dont wanna think of you anymore. Dont wanna love you anymore. Dont wanna have anything to do with you anymore. Yet, The feeling lingers, Stays there, forever. Thanks for those memories, Not so good, Yet not so bad. Enough to remember, Enough to feel the pain. You'll forget me someday, or maybe you have already now. But i wont. Never will. They tell me you aint worth it, They tell me to let go. Told myself you aint part of my life anymore, Told myself its impossible that you'd come back to me. Told myself to forget, move on with life. Told myself i can still live well, happy and contented without you. Told myself you aint worth those silly things i did for you. Told myself no point holding on to something that'd never come back. Chances, All fake hopes. A second chance, Thats to hurt and lie again. To make the cut even deeper, Bleed even more. They told me to be strong, and theres many other better ones out there. Goodbye, Not even a proper one. Pieces of you, Deep inside my heart, And it seemed that nothing that i do, Can get you out of my mind. Every single thing makes me think of you. Why am i still holding on. I know you love me no more. How silly to think that you actually will come back. No more fake hopes. No more you. Tried to get attention from you, Tried to get you back, Tried to talk to you, Tried to give you everything you want. Gave in to you, Let you do whatever you want. Yet, The outcome, so devasting. Cold replies, Not what i wanted. Yet everything's the past. Life has to go on, Be it with, or without you. Trying hard to get you out of my mind, Trying hard to love someone else. Trying hard to forget you. Trying hard to ignore you. Trying hard to just keep all those sadness to myself. Saw through your heart, i'm not there. And yet, You're still in my heart. No more i swear, No more. I'd do anything, Everything to forget you. Dont wanna live with regrets anymore, Dont wanna hurt myself because of you anymore. Tired of loving you, Tired of everything. Tried to escape from reality, Failed. Have to face the truth, Thats how cruel life can be. Not wanting to hold you back anymore, just that last goodbye, My used to be dearest love, i'll forget you.