Wednesday, November 26, 2008

love?

am writing this while conferencing with my sunrisers. heh luv them both.
OI MY NOSE DAMN XIN KU UNTIL I TALK LIKE A MAN OMGZ.

i am not supposed to love you in the first place, i am not supposed to care.
i am not supposed to live my life wishing you were there for me always.
i am not supposed to wonder where you are or what are you doing.
i am sorry I just can't help myself, but I fell in love with you too deeply.
now that i fell in love with you too deeply, i want everything to be prefect.
expected more from you, getting over sensitive thinking too much over things.
yet nothing came by, i learn to let things go easy. not wishing for a prefect anymore.

yeah people do change i dont blame you. i'm just missing the past too too much.
sometimes i really wish dreams were like wishes, and wishes do came true.
cuz in my dreams you are always a prefect guy. a prefect partner to be with.
dont ever doubt your trust in me, i am giving you my heart so honestly.
can you take me away and never let me come back, never let me leave you?
will you hold me in your arms, hugging me and promise everything will be ok?
can you kiss me on my lips and make all my problems dissapear in a second?
can you love me as much as I love you?

I guess not.