I'm in a terribly upset mood now.
No one will understand it.
I feel so lost.
I dont know why. I just hate my mum being like this.
Maybe i did something that pissed her off really badly.
I dont know!
What's the (fucking) problem.
Sigh. ):
i want my mum to trust me.
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i want sandy,
i want xinyi,
i want pamela,
i want jasper,
i want darren,
i want zhen hao,
i want szekiat,
i want martin.L,marcus.L,marcus.K .
i want to go back to those times.
those old times seems like a dream to me.
i don't ever want to wake up if I can.
i don't know if you all were happy in those past times
but i can tell you i'm really happy and i enjoy being with you guys.
Even when im in a extreme bad mood, you guys always manage to cheer me up.
Last time, im always looking forward to Mondays because of all of you.
i want to see you all again badly ):
i guess i'm asking too much.
Nevermind then.
i hate being like this :'\
