i'm feeling so down,
i'm feeling so sick,
i feel like crying.
i dont know for what reason.
i keep having thoughts.
i feel real jealous of somebody, someone who i dont know.
People who i've not chatted with for a long time Msn-ed with me today.
First thing they asked was : "Hello, how're you?"
I feel like saying I AM NOT FINE or I AM SAD.
Yet i dint. i dont dare to express my feelings.
Im lying, to myself.
I don't know why I am posting this.
i really dont know.
