Goodbye to you, Goodbye to everything I thought I knew, You were the one I loved, The one thing that I tried to hold on to.
I don't know how should I feel right now. All I know is I don't feel right and I know it. In fact, I knew it. It would happen, I knew, sooner or later. It's not you, it's me. Everything. Just me. Someone please tell me how should I feel right now. Cry? Laugh? Pissed? Disappointed? I'm sick and tired of having to scream and rant and complain to friends around me and hearing them saying you're a flirt and all to make me feel better. I'm sick of ranting to friends scolding you a bastard, a flirt, a jerk, or whatever. I should have known. I really should have known better. You couldn't be trusted. Not one guy that I know other than those close to me can be trusted. I know I've been putting up this front against all the other guys that I've talked to that I don't really know personally. I can feel it myself. I can't get over you. I don't think I ever will. Tell me how should I make it up to myself for causing myself so much hurt and heartache. Tell me how should I be feeling at this current moment right now. I don't know. I don't wanna know. All I know is, Goodbye, I guess you're really gone from my world this time.
